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[youraffection]

Yosuke Hanamura

Iiiiiiit's Yosuke! You know what to do. And if you don't, leave a message after the tone. Beep! ...Haha, okay, for real now.

陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！　。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。

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[youraffection]

[ He'll take the quiet, carefully watching for any subtle changes in Yu's expression. He's never been dramatic, never terribly open, so Yosuke has learned to read the slight twitches, the downturn of his lips, the furrow of his brow to mean more than what they may seem.

When Yu doesn't force him away, it's relief.

But when Yu starts to cry, his reaction is immediate-- ]

Hey...

[ He let's go of Yu's face to wrap his arms around Yu's shoulders, pulling him close and bringing his head to the crook of Yosuke's neck, like Yu tends to do on his own. It's a safe, welcome place ]

Don't...--no, I'm sorry that you're...that this is hurting you so bad. You're a good person, Yu. You deserve to feel like one.

[covenantal]

[ Yu just ... lets himself be guided, tucking his face into his boyfriend's neck when prompted and wrapping arms around Yosuke's waist.

He doesn't say anything. Just ... cries, silently, the only signs of it his gasping breaths against Yosuke's skin and the tremble in his shoulders. ]

My love is aaalll I haaaaaaaave to giiiiiiiiive

[youraffection]

[ Yosuke holds him through it, letting Yu cry silently into his shoulder. He’s never seen Yu like this before, so small and sad. He tightness the embrace, nuzzling above Yu’s ear.

For once, Yosuke is quiet. Offering comfort in the weight of his arms, the warmth of his breath on the shell of Yu’s ear, the rise and fall of his chest against Yu’s trembling torso. A silent “it’ll be okay as long as we have eachother”. He can’t offer answers, only his presence. Only himself. ]

[covenantal]

[ Eventually they'll end up on the bed, because Yu is tired and he also can't stop crying. Only once they're lying down, and Yu has had a long time to cry himself out in Yosuke's shoulder, will he finally quiet down. He doesn't once, in all that time, let go. He also doesn't say anything else. This pain is so deep and so big he doesn't have the least idea how to handle it.

Yosuke will realize something: that Yu has only fallen quiet because he's finally cried himself to sleep. ]

[youraffection]

[ Normally Yosuke would want to fill all that quiet with something, but not this time. He'll be there as long as needed, and then a little after that. Yu falls asleep and Yosuke is left awake, staring up at the ceiling as he rubs Yu's back, a slow, natural motion. As natural as it is to want to be there for someone you care about.

Someone you love.

Yosuke sighs. He'll be up for a while just in case Yu wakes up and needs something, but when it's clear the weight of his worries and memories has finally worn Yu out, Yosuke will allow himself to join the other boy in sleep. ]