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youraffection) wrote2017-01-30 05:47 pm
youraffection) wrote2017-01-30 05:47 pm
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Yosuke Hanamura
Iiiiiiit's Yosuke! You know what to do. And if you don't, leave a message after the tone. Beep! ...Haha, okay, for real now.
陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！ 。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。
陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！ 。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。
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[ He starts to pick lint off Yu's knee. ]
Are we gonna stay on theme? 'cause I know they have like a lot of mango flavored shit that is bomb.
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[ He doesn't actually get further than that syllable before he pauses, looking off to one side rather abruptly as if something has distracted him. His eyes are a little wide.
After a moment he actually shifts his legs so he's not sitting across Yosuke's lap anymore. His palms are pressed into the bed as he stares down at the bedspread, his fingers slowly curling.
It's an extended moment before he looks up again, and when he does, his eyes are wet. ]
Yosuke--
[ He twists, reaching out to grip his boyfriend's shoulders. His voice trembles. ]
Yosuke-- Nanako, she's--
[ Ah. Tears start to fall freely, and he can't stop them. ]
... she's alive -- Yosuke, she's -- Nanako is still alive, she's not--
[ He pulls a hand back to press it over his mouth, tears continuing to fall. ]
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[ That look--he knows that look. He's seen it a few times and it causes panic to well up in his chest. Yu is seeing something that he can't, but...but after the last month, after everything Yu has been through.
God...let it be something good.
Yu doesn't need any more reasons to doubt himself.
He's anxiously waiting, seconds feeling like hours, until Yu shifts. Yosuke straightens immediately, worry written all of his face. ]
...Yu--
[ Yu's name is cut off by Yosuke's own as his boyfriend faces him. Those tears--god, no, has he--
His eyes widen. ]
What?
[ She's--Yu thought he'd--
He places his hands on either side of Yu's face, relief washing over him as he smiles. Don't make him cry too, Yu. ]
Yeah? Yeah...that's great news, dude. See? I knew you wouldn't let her down.
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Sh-she's okay... she's still in the hospital, but--
[ He lifts his hands to curl them over Yosuke's, smiling and crying and totally overwhelmed. ]
Thank god...
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[ He repeats with Yu, bringing their faces close together. He wipes away some of the tears with his thumbs and kisses away a few others. ]
You didn't let her down, Yu. You didn't let anyone down.
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[ He feels like he's falling to pieces. For so long he'd been carrying the horrible guilt of his little sister's death, believing he'd failed her, that she was gone because of him--
And it's ... it's not perfect, but ... she's still alive ... she's still alive ... as long as that's true, everything else will be okay, no matter what. ]
No matter what happens... as long as that's true... I can handle everything else.
[ Even through his tears there's a blazing hope burning in his chest, a determination that wasn't there before. It's there in his smile, a subtle, different kind of confidence. ]
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This is the fucking break Yu needed. He'd been doing so much better recently, finally accepting that he's worthwhile no matter what happened in a previous life, but he knows that doesn't fix everything. But this? This...ths is good.
This is very good.
Yosuke smiles and nods, smoothing his thumbs along Yu's cheekbones. ]
I know you can.
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Eventually: ]
I should tell the others. Souji, especially...
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I'm sure they're all gonna be thinking the same thing.
[ "Of course, Yu. You wouldn't let her down." ]
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... yeah. You're probably right. I'd like to tell Souji in person, though. Think you could walk me down?
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Only if you don't ask me to carry you back up the stairs.
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[ Cheeky as anything. He'll take those hands to help himself stand up, and as soon as he's feet he'll draw Yosuke into his arms for a long, deep kiss.
He's so grateful for this person he loves so much. ]
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