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youraffection) wrote2017-01-30 05:47 pm
youraffection) wrote2017-01-30 05:47 pm
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Yosuke Hanamura
Iiiiiiit's Yosuke! You know what to do. And if you don't, leave a message after the tone. Beep! ...Haha, okay, for real now.
陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！ 。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。
陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！ 。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。
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[ There's a pause, but he does hold his hand out, in case she does want to try. ]
What can you tell from it?
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It's not the same as it used to be. It doesn't feel warm the way it used to, and...
[A sad, dry laugh.]
It reminds me that...I'll never be able to feel the way that it used to feel again. I can never...really hold hands again.
Just like...all of the other things I'm not going to be able to do soon.
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[ It's the first time he's addressed her without that "Miss", always feeling like she needs something that shows respect. But she needs a friend right now, right? Yeah.
He just isn't sure what he can do.
He squeezes her hand automatically, though he quickly realizes that it won't do much. Can she feel the pressure? Just not the heat? ]
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Who could ever love a robot, Yosuke?
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Not this. He wants to help, so he says the first thing that comes to mind-- ]
Me?
[ Oh, wait that--probably isn't going to make it better... ]
I-I mean...like--knowing who you are, I can't imagine that someone couldn't love you because of that.
[ He shakes his head, then takes her hand with both of his. ]
Sometimes people suck! But...if I've learned anything over the past year it's that if people can't accept you for all of you, then they're not worth your time. You're a special person no matter what you're made of!
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No you don't...get it! You don't get it!
You can't cuddle a piece of metal! You can't massage it or tickle it or warm it up or keep it cool...
...You can't kiss it...It can't have kids.
I don't care if I'm a special person, I want to...have normal things. Be a normal human...
My days are numbered, Yosuke.
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[ She--she has every right to be upset. Her entire life is getting turned upside down in a more extreme way than anyone else's met through Retrospec has had.
But what can he honestly do? ]
...I dunno what to say.
[ He's a loss, for once. He usually has too many things to say. ]
I wanna help, but I dunno what to do. What you want me to do.
[ Don't make this about you, Yosuke. He shakes his head. ]
I just--hearing you say that...
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[Her voice breaks, choking back tears that just end up dribbling out anyway.]
Tell me that there's some way to fix this! That everything is going to be just fine, and the people at retrospec are just liars. Do you still believe that? Can you confidently tell me that after seeing me? [She moves to shove him with her hand but stops short--the sheer weight of her arm would be like smashing a heavy, blunt object into him. Another thing to watch out for. Ha.]
Just keep lying to me, and trying to pretend like this is some kind of blessing in disguise! Tell me I'll get used to it! Go on! That's what everyone does, so...so...!
[Huff. Puff. Huff. Puff. Her strong stance falters a bit and she stumbles, as if suddenly overcome with dizzyness.]
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Angela...
[ Oh fuck it, he goes forward to try and hold her when she stumbles. ]
H-Hey...I don't...I don't wanna lie to you. I just wish I could make things better--
[ Fuck. He can't find any of the right words. ]
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You can't make things better.
[She doesn't push him away when her puts his hands on her though, instead she just kind of goes limp against him, quietly crying despite Yosuke's inability to handle it.]
You can't do anything...
I don't even know how to hug you without hurting you...
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Then I'll hug you...