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[youraffection]

Yosuke Hanamura

Iiiiiiit's Yosuke! You know what to do. And if you don't, leave a message after the tone. Beep! ...Haha, okay, for real now.

陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！　。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。

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[maskreant]

[ SO FAST: ]

don't tell Goro.

[youraffection]

do u think i talk 2 him??? on the reg????

[ Ok guitar lessons but still. ]

your secret is safe with me ok?
i promise

[ Look actual words and not chatspeak. ]

[maskreant]

no, you're right, but

[ Actually, why does he care what Goro thinks??? fuck it. This is his coping mechanism, Just Don't Care. ]

thanks, Yosuke. but are you scared it'll hurt?

[youraffection]

[ Is it bad he hasn't really spoken to Yu in depth about this other than "i'm not ready"? Gah. ]

i mean
yea
yes
thats a big part
but also like
it just seems like the no turning point u know??
idk how 2 explain it
so the fact u did it 4 ur first time is like
crazy dude
not
bad crazy
im not saying that
just like
idk
hardcore??
fuck
no
not that
just
agh



just stop me

[maskreant]

[ Yes. Yes, It Is. ]

yeah, i kind of understand that, but at the time seeing his face reminded me how much i love him. i was willing to take the risk of never being able to go back, break the mold, defy fate.

i don't want to lose him.

[ To metal walls, to cognitive selves, to Shadows, to corrupt politicians, to shitty gods, to anything—he's realizing this has little to do with sex. ]

it's a big step, though. i don't think it's bad that you're taking your time, either. Yu knows that you're not ready, right?

[maskreant]

actually, why don't you fuck him instead? doesn't that solve this?

[ BACK ON TRACK SO FAST ]

[youraffection]

[ Goro that was almost touching and then-- ]

what
no!!
??
thats
i mean YEAH but thats not all of it
not the point?
i wouldnt ask him 2 do something that i wouldnt do myself!
were partners
it doesnt feel fair

[maskreant]

[ Akira is trying his best not to think of last month especially when Yosuke says “i wouldnt ask him 2 do something that i wouldnt do myself!” Christ. WELL IT WAS FUN ]

that makes sense. it’s good to be equals.

so what have you guys done so far? making progress? aside from last month.

[ Though broken legs shouldn’t stop them from some smaller stuff... ]

[youraffection]

uh
well

[ If Akira hadn't admitted to buttsex Yosuke would try to weasel out of this, but speaking of fair... ]

most
things
up 2 that

[maskreant]

so not too far behind. i wish i can give you actual advice, but i have nothing. it’s not like you don’t love him enough.

you’re just ready when you’re ready.

[youraffection]

its cool
like
idk
this is the 1st time ive really talked about it
so i guess thx 4 not making me feel like an idiot

[maskreant]

same here, but i don't think i would survive another serious talk about this.

if anything, we're both idiots. you're always welcome.

[youraffection]

yea we really r huh?
but cool
this talk stays bw us

[maskreant]

there's no way i would be able to talk about this.

[ Well, he technically did. ]

out loud..

[youraffection]

well
yea
i mean like everything is easier over text