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[youraffection]

Yosuke Hanamura

Iiiiiiit's Yosuke! You know what to do. And if you don't, leave a message after the tone. Beep! ...Haha, okay, for real now.

陽介だぜ！わかんねぇだろうな？メッセージを残ってくれ！ピーッつってん後で。ピーッ！　。。。はは、じゃ、まじで。

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[youraffection]

what
ur joking

[maskreant]

i'm not.

we just had sex last month.

[ holy shit, he has never felt... so awkward about this. ]

[youraffection]

holy shit
no way
no fucking way

[maskreant]

did you think we were doing it all the time or something?

[youraffection]

well more than THAT yea
i just figured
i mean sex is awesome

[maskreant]

i never really thought about sex that much until recently, but it's making me wonder how often you and Yu do it.

sounds pretty often.

[youraffection]

uh
well
not much
recently
tbqh

[ Yu's legs have been broken, after all. ]

[maskreant]

yeah, i would be concerned if you did when his legs are like that and i would like to think you're not that horny.

how far have you guys gone?

[youraffection]

dude no way!
ive been trying 2 unbreak him!!

uh
geez
i cant believe were talking about this
u tell me 1st

[maskreant]

unbreak his legs. say you love him again. undo this hurt that he has when he fell off the tower, something something.

we went all the way? i think.

[youraffection]

wow ok im sry i said that

ok but
whats all the way
2 u
like
yea

[maskreant]

[ .... uhhh ]

what's all the way to you?

[ YOU'RE THE MORE EXPERIENCED ONE WHAT THE FUCK YOU SET THE STANDARDS ]

[youraffection]

[ NO DON'T MAKE HIM DO THIS DAMMIT

GAAAAAAAHHHH ]

idk!!!!
yu said its diff 4 eveyrone??





















buttstuff??

[ Why did you make him type that with his own two thumbs. ]

[maskreant]

[ OHHHHH MY

GOOOODDD

HE'S JUST STARING AT HIS PHONE like what

this is the last thing he needed to deal with on his birthday. ]

do you mean






















penetration?

[youraffection]

[ WHY DOES HE HAVE TO PUT IT ALL TECHNICAL-LIKE. ]

yes??/
iDK U TELL ME

[maskreant]

[ BECAUSE IT'S BETTER THAN BUTTSTUFF? ]

yeah, we did

[ reads the text again. ]

butt



stuff.

[youraffection]

holy shit

[ NOW HE'S PICTURING IT G'DAMMIT ]

[maskreant]

[ shit it's sinking in AGAIN that he had sex with Goro



give him a moment ]

so you guys haven't?

[youraffection]

no

[ NOW WHO'S MORE EXPERIENCED?? ]













it didnt freak u out did it

[ HONEST QUESTION. ]

[maskreant]

freak me out? more like i was really nervous.

extremely nervous. my heart was pounding so loud i was also scared that he could hear it.

[maskreant]

[ SO FAST: ]

don't tell Goro.

[youraffection]

do u think i talk 2 him??? on the reg????

[ Ok guitar lessons but still. ]

your secret is safe with me ok?
i promise

[ Look actual words and not chatspeak. ]

[maskreant]

no, you're right, but

[ Actually, why does he care what Goro thinks??? fuck it. This is his coping mechanism, Just Don't Care. ]

thanks, Yosuke. but are you scared it'll hurt?

[youraffection]

[ Is it bad he hasn't really spoken to Yu in depth about this other than "i'm not ready"? Gah. ]

i mean
yea
yes
thats a big part
but also like
it just seems like the no turning point u know??
idk how 2 explain it
so the fact u did it 4 ur first time is like
crazy dude
not
bad crazy
im not saying that
just like
idk
hardcore??
fuck
no
not that
just
agh



just stop me

[maskreant]

[ Yes. Yes, It Is. ]

yeah, i kind of understand that, but at the time seeing his face reminded me how much i love him. i was willing to take the risk of never being able to go back, break the mold, defy fate.

i don't want to lose him.

[ To metal walls, to cognitive selves, to Shadows, to corrupt politicians, to shitty gods, to anything—he's realizing this has little to do with sex. ]

it's a big step, though. i don't think it's bad that you're taking your time, either. Yu knows that you're not ready, right?