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[ Hearing Yu say his name like that--god. That'll do things to him.

The next thing he knows, they're closer. A lot closer, his swing jerking a bit by the sudden motion. But there's warmth in Yu's hand now settled on his. Yosuke's fingers unconsciously tighten around the chain. His other hand moves from his mouth to reach out and grab one of the chains on Yu's spring, if at least to help steady them both.

Yu, wonderful, thoughtful Yu, who may not always know what to say, but hearing him actually stammer like Yosuke is prone to is something new.

Yu laughs and so does Yosuke, eyes crinkling at the edges as they both giggle helplessly through their nervousness.

It's such a perfectly imperfect moment. ]

...Guess this is why it's easier to let the music talk for us, huh?

[ His knees bump Yu's, now that they're both facing each other. Though the swings rock slightly, he finally places his toes on the ground to keep them in place. ]

[ How is Yosuke always so warm? Warm hands, warn fingers, warm arms, always warmth surrounding him. It's like being surrounded by the sun. It should get overbearing, so much light and heat, but Yu's finding it's only to easy to settle into it. Yosuke's light isn't a harsh light, after all. No, it just ... makes him feel safe.

Yosuke grasps the chain of his swing, and Yu feels his heart skip, his chest squeezing with anticipation and nerves. Without even thinking he'll lean in a little, closing just a bit of the gap between them before pausing. ]

... that might be why.

[ At least that gets his voice unstuck.

He leans in a little more. ]

... Yosuke ... this time, can I ... ?

[ He won't do it without Yosuke's permission. ]

[ It's happening again.

They're getting closer. But this time, he's ready. He knows what's going on between them, what they're going to try to do together. They've both shared some of their fears and promised to support each other through whatever happens. Yosuke is still nervous, of course he is, but...

He's ready.

Yu leans in a little and Yosuke's stomach flips. He swallows, his tongue darting out to subconsciously lick his bottom lip.

Yu leans in a little more, then stops--and asks. He could go for a hollywood moment and just go for it, but no, Yu asks because Yosuke has been so dodgy of his clear intentions earlier. Yu cares more about Yosuke's comfort..

That makes it way better.

He swallows again and nods gently. ]

Yeah...

[ His voice comes out more breath than sound, but it sounds loud to his own ears. And to show his resolve, Yosuke finally leans in towards Yu, closing the distance between them. ]

[ Their lips touch, and Yu lets his eyes slip shut. For maybe the first time in days, his heart knows peace.

What counts as a magical first kiss? Does sitting on the swings of playground beneath the bright, shining moon count? Yosuke's mouth pressed against his - god, and he wanted to, Yosuke leaned in - makes his stomach swoop, makes his whole chest explode with sparks. Is this what people mean when they talk about "fireworks"? He'd always imagined picturing them, as silly as that was. But there's nothing in his mind's eye now. He's too busy experiencing, too busy feeling. Too busy kissing Yosuke. His boyfriend.

His hand tightens on Yosuke's, and he tilts his head slightly to make the kiss that much more perfect.

Yeah... yeah-- as far as first kisses go, this is pretty perfect. ]

[ It certainly counts as a magical first kiss to Yosuke.

Is it bad that he was worried he wouldn't like it? That there would be something inherently strange about Yu's lips that would scream "GUY" in Yosuke's mind and make him turn away? His boldness is rooted in the moment, not wanting to continue to beat around the proverbial bush any longer. He's made his choice.

And he's not upset at all. Yu's lips are surprisingly soft and surprisingly warm, a warmth that spreads down the back of Yosuke's neck and then throughout his entire torso. Could something so simple really change him so completely in a matter of seconds? It seems so.

It's not weird at al. It's...it's just kind of amazing.

Yu adjusts the angle and Yosuke feels butterflies in his stomach. He lets out an unintentional huff, a laugh he stifles by pressing his lips back against Yu's more fully.

He can do this. No, he's doing this.

He's kissing this guy.

And he thinks he likes it. ]

[ Ah.... ah, no. No, that little laugh is enough to do Yu in. It's taking all his heart and all his courage to keep this up as it is. There's nothing he wants to do more in this world right now than stay here and kiss Yosuke until neither of them can breathe, but there's also nothing he needs more than to flee. Flee from how overwhelmed he is by his own emotions. Even if they're all good, all wonderful, he still feels a little like he can't breathe.

Torn between the two impulses, Yu ends up breaking off slowly, blinking his eyes open and staring at Yosuke in wonder. Hardly able to breathe properly, he kisses Yosuke's upper lip, the tip of his nose--

--and then he rests their foreheads together, his ribcage shuddering with the force of his slow, contented sigh.

Thou art I... And I am thou...
Thou hast reached a new level in thine bond...

It brings thee closer to the truth...

Thou shalt be blessed when creating
Personas of the Lovers Arcana...

The Social Link is at level 8.
Your power to create Personas of the Lovers Arcana has grown.

... yeah. Okay. That makes him start to chuckle, and once he starts he can't stop, laughing softly against Yosuke's skin and wondering if this is what true happiness feels like. ]

[ It's a lot simpler than he thought it would be, and yet it still blows his mind. They're kissing. They're totally kissing and he's only kind of mentally freaking out about it, but not from fear. It's because it's nice--it makes his cheeks warm and heart beat faster. It's wonderful and awesome and he almost can't believe it's happening.

When Yu pulls away, Yosuke exhales lightly, only to blink when his upper lip and nose are kissed so sweetly. His eyes stay half-lidded as Yu leans in, letting their bangs press messily between their foreheads. And then...

...he's laughing? ]

Wh-what?

[ Yosuke blinks again, letting out an uncertain laugh of his own. He pulls back a couple inches so he can get a better look at Yu's face. ]

What's so funny? Was I that bad? You're a jerk.

[ Oh boy. There's something really appealing about seeing Yosuke like that, even from this close, the way his eyes are half-lidded and his wet lips oh so slightly parted...

Of course, the image leaves him as Yosuke pulls away, and that just makes Yu laugh more. He wants to do something with his hands-- and can't, with the way they're sitting-- so only his free hand moves, cupping Yosuke's jaw with gentle fondness. ]

You make me happy, [ he says simply, by way of explanation. His smile is making his eyes crinkle. ] That's all. Still, I ... wouldn't say no to more practice ...

[ he's smooth, right

the smoothest ]

[ He's

Smooth enough for Yosuke. Isn't that what counts? (Ignore where that sets the bar for the both of them.)

Yosuke flushes, though from which comments its hard to tell. Both? Both is probably accurate. ]

Y-Yeah?

[ Oh boy. He would be pretty down for more practice too, especially when Yu is smiling like that, trying to be coy. It's...really pretty cute.

He can't believe he's thinking like this.

With that, Yosuke leans in slowly, the gentle weight of Yu's hand a silent coaxing...

--and then he pulls back entirely before their lips can meet again. ]

...Gotta earn it!

[ He raises his brows with a wide grin on his face before he let's go of the chain of Yu's swing and gives the other boy a gentle but playful shove away from him, pulling his own hand back as well to dislodge Yu's hold onto his swing. His swing wobbles away, but Yosuke quickly scrambles to his feet and sprints over to the monkey bars. ]

Wh-- hey!

[ He wasn't expecting that at all. Not with Yosuke leaning in again with that look on his face, enough to make his eyes glaze over and his heart start to beat too hard again....

... but no, Yosuke abruptly pulls back and Yu is left swinging haphazardly, kind of stumbling out of the swing now that it's all off-kilter. Yosuke's already gone, and Yu takes off after him without thinking, grinning heedlessly. ]

Oh yeah?!

[ Yosuke better hope he makes it to the monkey bars before Yu does. Because if Yu catches him they're both going down. ]

You heard me!

[ Yosuke shouts back over his shoulder, laughing merrily. Okay, so it's a little random, but that's half the fun, right? They're just two guys horsing around who happen to like each other and are learning how to kiss each other. No biggie.

(It's a biggie.)

Luckily for Yosuke, his speed is much better than his coordination most of the time. He reaches the monkey bars and only needs to do a short hop to grab onto them. They really seemed a lot higher when he was a kid, but there's enough space that he can still hang a few inches off of the ground with his arms stretched out. ]

I win!

[ Gah. Yu will slow to a lope, then to a walk as he catches up with Yosuke, knowing when he's lost. When he does make it there he'll move to stand in front of Yosuke, who is currently defenseless with his arms stretched up over his head. Yu gives him kind of a narrow, considering look, as if he might be wondering how dearly it might cost him to tickle Yosuke right now and ruin his life.

In the end, all he does is reach up and poke Yosuke in the forehead. ]

Yeah, of course you won, you cheater.

[ Taking a few steps back, Yu will turn and face away, then also does a shallow hop to grab one of the bars. Then he pulls his body up, curling it, so he can stick his legs through the bars instead. He'll use his feet to hook himself securely, and then let himself hang upside down facing Yosuke. Not really caring, he lets his arms dangle, too, just kinda chilling out upside down with his shirt rucking up around his middle. ]

Well, I guess in terms of the night's victories, that makes us even.

[ Yosuke, while not knowing Yu's dubious intentions, is glad that he isn't tickled, as he likely would have lost his grip and awkwardly tumbled onto the both of them. And that probably would have hurt.

He can't help the way his grin widens cheekily at the pop on his forehead. Yes, Yosuke is proud. It's about time he's won something, right? Even if Yu had no heads up. Still, he watches as the other boy goes for the monkey bars as well, although Yu ups his game. Yu is the one on the sports team so it shouldn't be a surprise that he has to show off and loop his feet through the bars, although Yosuke has to admit that seeing him upside down with his hair sticking up is pretty funny.

Although...he really can't help the way that his eyes dart upwards as Yu's shirt decides to go, well, downwards.

...Y-Yeah, he has been working out, huh? ]

Huh?

[ Wait, what? Oh. Shit.

Yosuke quickly shakes himself out of it. ]

Yeah! Yeah, we're even now, haha.

[ Awkward.

Even though he's allowed to look now. Right? Right.

Yosuke lifts his feet up slightly just to avoid any potential dragging as he swings back and forth through a couple bars. ]

These sure seemed a lot taller as a kid.

[ Was Yosuke distracted because of him?

Upside down it's a little harder to make out exactly what's going across Yosuke's face, especially in the moonlight, but the way he paused was pretty suspicious. Yu just kinda hangs there for a few moments more, considering this development, and then casually stretches, his whole body arching slightly in a way that makes his shirt ruck up a little further.

And then he goes back to casually dangling. ]

Does this mean you won't take me out to lunch on Sunday?

[ Also casual, teasing.

Yu will relent his silent teasing in the form of curling his body up again, gripping a bar in his hands and untangling his feet so they come loose and fall below him. Once he's free, he'll drop to stand properly, shaking out his head to fix his hair. Then he'll take a step back to watch Yosuke swing. ]

They're still pretty fun.

[ Yu is so doing that on purpose and frankly it's rude. Yosuke could be jealous but instead it just makes him feel a little embarrassingly warm. Ahem. ]

Well, there are a few places I still wanna try out...so I guess.

[ He tries to make it sound like an ordeal, but it's probably obvious that it doesn't affect his plans to take Yu out at all. (Take him out, is he really thinking that way?)

Somehow Yu makes that landing look easy too. Ugh, it's so not far. Yosuke looks back up at the bars and tries to swing his legs up too. ]

Yeah, but--rugh--

[ Okay, maybe it's less about sheer strength and more about momentum? Yosuke decides to try that angle and swings his legs back and forth before taking one big push forward--and manages to catch his feet on one of the bars. ]

Woohoo!

[ Now he's hanging from all fours, but as he looks upside down, he grins at Yu. ]

What do you say to a tie-breaker?

[ Rude, but also effective. All's fair in love and war, Yosuke.

Yu just watches Yosuke struggle with it, laughing a little. He's about to offer advice when Yosuke figures it out for himself, and he golf claps politely. ]

You did it.

[ Circling around to stand in front of Yosuke's upside down face, Yu will grin indulgently at him, though with some skepticism. ]

So you want to lose this badly... alright. I'm in.

[ This feels a little like a Dora the Explorer episode, but he sure did do it and he totally deserves the applause, thank you.

Yosuke's grin turns a little challenging as he raises his brows devilishly, which probably looks a little silly upside down. ]

Let's see who can stay upside down the longest, yeah?

[ ...

Well, why not?

Laughing, Yu will glance up at the bars, looking for the best one to grab. ]

You're on. Don't complain when you get dizzy, though.

[ He'll hop up in pretty much the exact same manner as before, positioning himself so that when he dangles upside down, he'll be able to see Yosuke. Once again he lets himself dangle, almost lazily. ]

So, whoever loses now ... can buy dinner sometime this week?

[ Slightly hopeful. ]

[ As soon as Yu positions himself, Yosuke finally lets go and allows himself to hang down. Seeing Yu upside down when you're right side up is funny, but seeing him upside down when you're also upside down is kind of hilarious.

Yosuke giggles. ]

Yeah? Okay! I'll take that bet.

[ Does that mean that they already have two dates planned...? ]

[ It sure does mean they already have two dates planned. Yu can't help grinning, even with all his blood rushing to his head.

After a moment of the two of them just kinda hanging there: ]

So, how's the weather been lately?

[ You know. Light conversation.

(He's messing with him.) ]

[ Yosuke huffs crossing his arms, which is a strange sensation upside down. ]

Dude, it's the same weather you've been having.

[ Yes, he knows that Yu is just being his subtly silly self. But that's a self that Yosuke's quite fond of. ]

This isn't distraction tactics, is it? Because that's not gonna work.

Is it? Funny, after we'd been apart so much today... could it be that we experienced the same weather because our hearts were always with each other?

[ This is definitely distraction tactics.

Is it working. ]

[ It's--well, it's definitely doing something. Not sure what it is yet, but Yosuke looks a little dubious. ]

Dude.

[ Or just not believing. ]

I can't even tell how much you're kidding me right now.

Why would I joke about something like that?

[ so, so innocently. ]

I really was thinking about you all day. I couldn't stop picturing your smile. That must mean my heart was with you, right?

[ Yeah.

It's definitely working.

Yosuke visibly flusters as he cheeks start to take on a darker hue. He unfolds his arms and reaches forward, giving Yu a gentle shove. ]

Okay, now I know you're messing with me.

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